Let go or get dragged

I’m sure everyone can agree with me with saying 2020 has not been what we expected. The struggle has been real since the start of January and it’s been down hill since. It can only go up from here, right? I believe so! Majority of us are quarantined and are dealing with being face to face with ourselves. This is where growth happens and I believe that’s the journey I’ve been on since 2020 has started. So, I’ll tell you about a conversation that I had with a friend before all of this craziness…

I’m a control freak. Hey, I’m a Capricorn, we’re organized and love for things to go our way. And it does most of the time. It’s not in a selfish or narcissistic way, but it comes from love (someone is rolling their eyes), or at least from this Capricorn it does. I’m very expressive when sharing my feelings (doesn’t happen often), so a lot of time it comes off as I’m more upset than I actually am. While explaining my current life situations (relationships and work life) she stopped me in the middle of my complains stating, “Kineatra, LET GO! OR BE DRAGGED!”

Let go, or get dragged. Let go, or get dragged?! I felt attacked and when that occurs it’s because someone is speaking the truth. I had been getting dragged, figuratively of course, which seems like a decade! My entire life I’ve been an impatient person, wanting everything on my time. You would think by now I’d know it doesn’t work that way. 2020 is the year of planting seeds not reaping the harvest. Right now is all about setting intentions about what I want in the upcoming years. So, patience is the name of the game or choose to get dragged.

A learning curve provides the most annoyance because it’s coming from multiple angles. Focusing on what you want to build whether it’s a new business, school, getting a house, etc- is all apart of getting where you want to. The point is either something is going to work or it’s not. We lack the control (what we cannot change). This doesn’t mean you should put a stop to manifesting, if anything you should increase manifestation. Put out what you want in that relationship or on that job. You got this! If you’re anything like me, you’ll need to keep, “LET GO, OR GET DRAGGED” in the back of your head. Especially if you’re feeling yourself losing control of a situation. This is a daily issue for me. Send help. lol

That’s all folks! Stay safe during this virus situation, wash your hands, apply lotion afterwards, and drink water! We got this! We’re done with getting dragged. 😉

Stay Safe,

Kineatra